The second coming

Bueno la verdad es que antes tenía otro blog, pero decidí crear uno nuevo en vista que cambié el gmail y la verdad no es lo único que ha cambiado últimamente. Comenzó un nuevo año, he ahí el título de esta publicación, y con un sin fin de cosas han pasado últimamente. Definitivamente ni mundo debe ser una especie de convergencia de muchas vidas paralelas, porque es demasiado chico, es díficil de creer que tantas cosas me unan con 4795-o (nickname inventado por otra convergencia por decirlo así). Cuando pienso en esas pequeñas cosas que me unen con esa persona, me llega a dar escalosfrios, según mis cálculos, hemos estado en el mismo lugar o muy cerca unas 100 veces, bueno exagero un poco, pero sólo un poco. Bueno eso no es lo único que ha cambiado o transformado mi pequeño mundo, perdí contacto con muchas personas, especialmente con las de la universidad, pero conocí personas muy interesantes e hice los amigos que siento que mi vida necesitaba para estar más cómodo conmigo mismo, como Pablo, Naxo y Jaime Andrés, Izzie no se queda atrás (no eres el único que puede inventar nombre).
En fin, el 2009 no fue un mal año para ser honesto, pero tampoco fue muy bueno, a pesar que no hubo muchas peleas, los conflictos se hicieron presentes y en más de algún momento estuve a punto de tirar la toalla, lo que pasó con Dei me dolió bastante, pero aprendí que los egocéntricos terminan solos antes que las personas como yo, y eso es bastante decir.
Expectativas para el 2010? Supongo que lo más sensato es no tener expectativas, duele demasiado cuando uno se las hace y luego nos damos cuenta que no son más que ilusiones banales que deseamos desesperadamente hacer realidad aunque las posibilidades que ocurran son mínimas.
A continuación un recuerdo del 2009, ya que uno debe quedarse con lo bueno.

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