Balance

     Por alguna extraña razón estoy totalmente relajado. Mis padres buscan desesperadamente hacer lo que quedan de mis vacaciones un infierno, pero yo cierro los ojos, respiro hondo y hago como que no escuché nada. Y conmigo mismo las cosas vuelven a estar bien, el otro día salí a bailar y sentí que volvía a ser el mismo Niko de hace unos meses, hasta bailé en la tarima! De alguna manera creo que mi cuerpo absorvió tanto estrés y pena, que en algún punto me volví inmune al mismo. El problema es que también me volví inmune a otras cosas, otros sentimientos, simplemente mi cara se limita a sonreir y a pretender que todo está y estará bien. Me voy a la playa, con los chicos el Lunes en la mañana, el grupo será genial, la Carla, la Nico, el Pablo, el Jaime y el Renato. Creo que es lo que necesito para recuperar las pilas para volver con todas mis fuerzas en este año del Tigre de metal en el horóscopo chino. Es un año que requiere de lo mejor de mí, projectos y más projectos. Espero que más que alguno se vuelva realidad, pero honestamente el mayor projecto es recuperar los pedazos de mí que se perdieron en el último tiempo, y volver a ser Yo.

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