From A Wanderluster To The Other Lost Souls

When you're single the world is much simpler. You tend to look at things in less colors. You go out regardless the possible consequences of your actions, you judge other based on your freedom. You are whoever you feel like being. Nothing really matters. When you fall in love, the world becomes a pretty damn complicated mess. It's like you don't only worry for your happiness, you look after someone else's too. You stop judging others and their relationships, mainly because you don't want to be judged. You think of the consequences like you never did before. You find a much more safe way to go to cloud nine, which at the same time the most dangerous, 'cause to know when you fall, it's gonna hurt like a bitch. Relationship are like one of those Chinese riddles; they'll make you think, but none has a real answer. Riddles like "is it time to say the L word?", "what it he's lying?", "what's extacly cheating?". Let alo...

I lived a year filled with goodbyes. Last year, I met amazing people, those kind of friends that leave nothing but the best memories in your heart and I kissed/hugged them goodbye so many times that it was pointless at some point. We were are somehow connected to each other in ways hard to understand, mainly because you're divided by the feeling that we're never gonna see each other again and yet, we will. Strange, eh? It was so weird to say goodbye to those people that at some point I was like "oh please, give me a break, if we meet again we shouldn't be sad, and if we don't, this friend wasn't meant to be". When it was my turn to say goodbye I decided to do it the easy way, I didn't, we said "see you later". It felt much more natural, and to ease the pain I decided to travel a little bit, traveling is much more effective than time, that's what I think at least.  However, I find myself in a place I did not see coming. It is now my tur...

When I'm with you there are days, days I feel immune to pain, days my heart pounds like rain, days I actually feel less insane. When I'm with you there are also nights, nights when you hide your secrets with lies, nights when my heart and mind collide, nights when it seems like ours paths divide. And my only wish with this rhymes is that you see, you see for a second how I deep down feel, you see that super human I wasn't made, you see how I just might fade away